O.K.. so Saturday, Rebekah and I celebrated our 5th anniversary together. It wasn't much of a formal affair. Just us, sitting around, watching "The Chronicles of Narnia" and eating un-frozen pizza. Five years, I can't believe it. At this time last year, we were in Chincoteauge, VA on vacation. I wish I had the $$$ to take her somewhere, or just get away for a few days. It is very frustrating for me to have to ask her for stuff. I'm not used to that. I'm just so frustrated that I can't provide for her the way I used to. Although I wish no harm of foul on my sister and mom, I just wish they had a clue into what I really did for her when she was home. Anyway. That's all I can do right now. Just dream, and try to plan for next year.

~R