Feelings of inadequicies, and lack of motivation..

Last night was probably one of the most frustrating evenings of my life, at least in the past 6 months. I try, really hard, especially with this recital coming up in 10 days!!!! I mean, Rebekah is pretty much ignoring me. Nikk & Larry have been to busy with their respective PhD work. I feel like I'm alone on this huge spinning ball of dirt and water.. I didn't sleep much last night, and I'm not feeling so Smurfy today.. What's worse is that I'm just now starting to feel the pressure of the Recital. This stress isn't the good type of stress. Sometimes, I find it hard to concentrate on the other stuff going on.

Countdown to the big day..
10 days, 4 hours, and 55 minutes (as of 11:05 EDT)

~R