The first full day of Spring

Well, it's partly sunny, and it's getting warm. The feelings I have been having are somewhat uneasy. I mean, I still love Rebekah, but I don't like her at all right now. I know she doesn't read this, and if she ever comes upon it, so much the better. I guess I want to be happy, and I want to have control of my life, not have her being the sole reason to live. I don't need her to breathe, and I certanly don't need her to walk or talk. So I'm at a crossroads. Should I turn around and go back? Or do I keep going straight ahead? Or do I turn left and stop at a bar? What do yinz think?

~RP